on your vague feeling…

you disappoints me
but still you remain to be
the summary of all the things
beautiful to me.
heading to waste, weeping,
this all will be.

you may lost the feeling sometimes,
and yet you are human
accepts everything that’s blossoming
experiences ecstasy
yet failed to understand
half of being with it

such uniqueness,
there can be no other
like a melting hot metal
piercing my heart
opening my being
to this drastic realization

like any human longing for hope
my hope turns to you.

Copyright 2009 Micgui

The rusty clanging of cymbals
Awakens your memories
Youthful and caring
Such love given never fading
Could be the only thing clear, most pure.

Yet time speaks what it is for the end
Nothing stays forever, not this unconditional passion
Whatever changed you, grasp you
Is the only thing certain
And the hope dripping in every minute of your existence.

No more brighter future
To this sunset, you alone can kill
You have forgotten justice, whether or not it existed
You, who use to understand, closes everything
And will continue to lose everything.

Copyright 2009 Micgui

In an unpredictable sanctuary
Lies the white curtain
Dancing in the cool midnight breeze
Twigs and branches outside filled with envy.

Maybe the flowing eerie thing cares
Constantly, I admired its transparent feature
I thought of it and wonder
Why be trapped in this endless mysteriousness.

Maybe it is heartless
Cant feel because I’m not allowed touch
But the air around us can do so
It has a gentle strength, I am tempted to reach.

The ghostly gracious movements
Collide with its shiny gentle cottony presence
Like a gentle memory
Keeping up with the winds changing course.

Its more than an illusion
With the current, twisted it can be violent
Yet fetching hope in its swirling freedom
Magical, with me in every sleep.

Copyright 2009 Micgui

pour l’éternité

Your love envelops me, will keep me from harm
I feel your hot strong love, encircling me like arms.
I can see the way, with you guiding me tonight
And together we will find a place, without hatred and doubt.
You let me feel this love in my heart
A compassion that never hurts nor keeping us apart.
It is a gentleness that is felt between me and you
Turning our love that is emotional into physical too.
Growing beautifully each day, as your sweetness touch me
Filling me with harmony that soon will be free.
This special bonding, between our longing hearts that is true
Our love is blessed, no moment wasted
And forever till eternity, twin hearts cannot be parted.

Copyright 2009 Micgui

my reflection in darkness
anticipated a long night that’s starting
cannot unfocused my stare
the short hand reaches ten

scattered like my abandon things
so as my thoughts waiting to be cleared
the candle cries, its flames danced
illuminating with my labored breathing

I am getting lonely until I realized Ive got company
fresh, good looking, tempting me to death
should I consume these godlike goodness?
My heart sank with an unexpected hunger

how can I hurt?
here lay nature, unprotected
with an innocent yellow colored tenderness
like a shipwrecked, grounded in the sand

the citrus charm behind full of doubt
cannot protest nor move
in the presence of the rebellious reddish poison
they are building their undefeated confidence

with me, they bathe in shadow
yet beauty remains
even if their lives
sentenced in the most clever way

what a blessed courage, this I admire
in a wooden platform I let them rest
the banana, apple and orange
will wait until morning.

Copyright 2009 Micgui

I’m still lost
as something flashed
a moment
that never should have happened
a hurt that have opened my eyes

it is usual for me
to cry until morning
but the subject is unexpected
my eyes burn
together with the images

the food mocked me to pieces
starring for hours
it became tasteless
I left the table
blankly starved myself to death

I stood up
I live as always
but everything is dead
my heartbeat, no meaning
I wish I am numb enough not to feel the hole

love is real
but I have learned, so as hate
much stronger? Or something contagious
such as fear?
Under this change I’m starting to get afraid

I dreamed
of all the good things filled with hope
now it’s gone
crashing in chaos
as each word continuously echoes in my head

after three months of dreaming
I will leave

Copyright 2009 Micgui

hard bound metal pulse
a round ball spinning boldly
a longing for life
so much for deaths side effect
but death do not exist only suffering

my mind could have been cleared
in each stuffed pain alienated
twisted i landed flat
in each fatal movement
of the see saw in my head

anybody could have tasted
terrorized smoke coming
a thunder in the middle of summer
in blackened chimney
of one’s illusion of good

artificiality is impossible
with this invisible fatal wound
i am human
dawn breaks, my vision still blurred
frozen tears are yet to melt

no sense
talking about this pain
but im helpless
seeking refuge in a cruel hammer
i just wish it is easy to sleep…

Copyright 2009 Micgui

quarter to eleven,
the clock shouts, mounted on the lonely wall
it takes time to befriend the couch again
there is no comfort on what I’m missing.

the television speaks itself,
when flashing arguments murmured,
something, unclear to me.
a killer boredom on the move but useless.

I cannot resist to reminisce,
as I left him earlier this afternoon
Any space do not exist
But still triggers loneliness.

so I close my eyes, felt his kiss,
as I trapped myself in his arms, not wanting to depart
the moment evolve, undefeated
chaotic, yet I’m at peace.

my mind never tires.
in this hopeless mess
I’m in
until two am
and still not done
the Friday night, moved
to early Saturday restless morning
a product of nearly two weeks of silence.

Copyright 2009 Micgui

Left Right
Stop Go
This That
Above Below

Music Noise
Safe Sorry
Hero Villain
Sympathy Apathy

Right Wrong
Good Bad
Love Lust
Peace War

clearly,
there is no such things,
but plain arrangements,
undiscovered potentialities,
and hidden artistry,
that needs understanding,
not discrimination

.Copyright 2009 Micgui