I’m still lost
as something flashed
a moment
that never should have happened
a hurt that have opened my eyes
it is usual for me
to cry until morning
but the subject is unexpected
my eyes burn
together with the images
the food mocked me to pieces
starring for hours
it became tasteless
I left the table
blankly starved myself to death
I stood up
I live as always
but everything is dead
my heartbeat, no meaning
I wish I am numb enough not to feel the hole
love is real
but I have learned, so as hate
much stronger? Or something contagious
such as fear?
Under this change I’m starting to get afraid
I dreamed
of all the good things filled with hope
now it’s gone
crashing in chaos
as each word continuously echoes in my head
after three months of dreaming
I will leave
Copyright 2009 Micgui
know what, if you give up on hoping, then you’re not in alignment with what you want and the powers of the universe will not go with you. it’s the law of attraction.
if you want something badly, here’s the steps:
Just mind power, the happiness imagination gives is the same as the real one. Trust me.
1. ask – know what you want and dream for it
2. answer – do the things you need to do to achieve it
3. receive – put yourself into the state like you already have it
Comment by s-b — June 23, 2009 @ 1:12 am
Yeah… I know what you mean
Thanks for the concern… I really appreciate it…
Comment by micgui — June 23, 2009 @ 7:46 am