One Joy

This one joy,
Beyond my knowing,
Is a benevolence,
That soothes me.
Tender.
I will always long for.

This one joy,
For a moment,
I can only hold,
Keeping me alive.
Electrifying.
Leaving me wanting for more.

This one joy,
Only me can read,
Is a sealed book,
I’m honored to have.
Mysterious.
I have always dreamed.

This one joy,
When you laugh,
And look me at me,
With those eyes.
Alive, without lies.
Will be with me forever.

In sorrow,
I cannot remain,
How can I let it go,
When this one joy,
Is your love,
The most real thing to me.

Copyright 2009 Micgui

Cursor

the flicker of a thin line is a torture
residing in the deep well of my being
waiting to move like a puppet
only the strings are thin yet sticky like a web

black, white, black, white
image in my mind formed like a ghost
appear, gone, appear, gone
slowly i am hypnotized by this untrue thing

to be frightened i can always bend
yet the cursor do not care, no matter what
continues on blinking
sure is predictable but shocking

the waiting article is history
same words, always without meaning
just twisted thoughts of perfection
it will soon be gone
will soon be forgotten
the cursor is the only thing present

Copyright 2009 Micgui

un pensamiento

a thought of you, a dream of you,
a breaking pulse tearing me apart.
like a lifeless soul, I called your name,
when living is cruel, without reliance.

now how can I resist,
your sweet embrace, prevailed over me.
to come to me, uncorrupted, innocently,
and burn my hearts longed desire.

too late for the warning sign,
now that I have fallen, no more time.
i am imprisoned,
drowning inside your kiss, I rest.

Copyright 2009 Micgui

POLARIS

Just before
The night is a stranger
I head into abandonment
Of the lies I manifested
My hope is your luster
In a caring, moving trance
Such a chef performer you are
Saving me with just a simple glance.

To sparkle beyond my direction
You have taken hold of me, without defense.
I am lucky indeed
For this time offered bliss
The tint if your rays
Is a pilot for my shallowness
To your warmth I would run anytime
Illuminating bold passion, without effort.

Embracing this rare harmony
Envelops me, brings me tranquility
In each inclined moment
As your radiance show
Only then they will understand
My need to love
And can comprehend
Our need to glow.

This I know
Is the substance of all causality
Driven by your love
While waiting to be free.

Copyright 2009 Micgui

Perdition

Pity for oneself covered with repulsion
A smile, yet goodness is an illusion
The madness is deafening
Sound going deeper
Dancing to the holy tune
Of my hearts changing weather
Patience has been murdered, body unmoved
Coping for the emotion washed by injustice
The bitter sugar taste like twisted fate
Entwined by vanished love, changed to hate
The truth is tiring, insanely ungrateful
Killing me slowly
Every corner blackened
Nowhere to run.

Copyright 2009 Micgui